I got a text today that made me lol, and then think about my
struggle with scrupulosity. I’m staying in an empty in-law suite and the ladies
next door asked me to take care of the plants here. I’ve been watering them faithfully
and praying that they don’t die.
(I have a history with plants…including once when I left my whole
air-purifying collection to drain on the porch after I watered them… in mid- winter.
Their poor green leaves blackened, and the ice around their pot bases only
solidified the definiteness of their deadened state...in short, they froze to
death in half an hour.)
Anyway, I was worried about one plant in the bathroom of
this suite. It seemed the leaves were curling up and I wondered if the shower
steam had gotten to it (you’d think others’ showers before my time here might
have equally affected it, but I thought for sure that its seeming sickness was
my fault).
So I texted the ladies, “I just don’t know how to properly
love that plant.”
I had worried that I was doing something wrong, my mind
afloat with so many other stresses like the real question of how to love others and myself in this life, that I might actually have had a
delusion regarding the plant…
My worries were relieved by text this morning: “The plant
looks fine, terrific in fact. Never looked better.”
“Wow," I thought…"and here I
was thinking I was killing that plant. Maybe I have a green thumb after all…”
My neighbor made a few other comments about apartment
appliances and then wrote, “P.S. The plant is artificial. Happy Monday.”
Ha!
What else am I watering that’s artificial? The thought that everything has to be perfect (according to my flawed standards) in order for me to enjoy life? Instead, let me wonder something new...like how did that plastic plant soak up all that water?
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